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hihi guys! i have been doing a lot better recently!!! my art classes have started up again and they are all very fun and nice! and my medications are working soooo well :D i don't feel like the world is ending every day anymore!! yippee!! more updates will come soon :3 i got put on some new medications, and i think i'm doing better. i also got diagnosed with borderline personality disorder, which explains the way i've been feeling for a long time. i got put on zoloft and it's much better than when i was on prozac. i do have some trouble sleeping and my dreams are very strange, but i don't feel as bad as i did before. at 100 mg, my psychiatrist said that my hallucinations and delusions would stop. i'm now two days clean from sh, and i hope i can keep it going for a few months again like i did last time. i try my best every day, even when things are very difficult. thank you for reading, have a nice rest of your day/night ^^ as of recently, i haven't been able to get out of bed. i can't really do anything, actually. i don't even leave my room. i don't really talk to people. i don't really eat. i don't really drink. i don't really do any basic needs. i don't really do anything at all. i feel empty. i don't really feel like i need to do those things. i don't know. i just don't know. GUYS. I JUST WATCHED MURDER DRONES AND HOLY SHIT I LOVE IT SO MUCH. WHY IS IT SO GOOD. I LOVE HOT SADISTIC ROBOT WOMEN. anyways jokes aside (maybe) i really enjoyed watching the 6 episodes glitch has out. i highly, highly recommend if you like sci-fi/horror/mystery type things!! i fricking love uzi and n so much grrrr grahhhh (i bought their plushes cuz they were on sale *laughs manically* i have no money now pls help). the plot can be a little confusing sometimes, but i can promise you you will not be bored while watching any of the episodes. i'm very excited for the next episode, it's coming spring next year (GRAHHHHH GIVE IT TO ME NOW I CAN'T WAIT ANY LONGER) but yeah if you have any free time, go give it a watch :3 hi guys!! recently i got hospitalized due to mental health issues, so i wasn't able to work on my website for a while. i'm doing better now, so that is very good! i was thinking about adding an art page, cause i draw pretty often. i might add that in sometime this month if i'm feeling up to it. if you guys have any suggestions of anything you want to see or want me to add, i might add some sort of chat box too, just so you wouldn't have to go through the hassle of going to the guestbook. recently i've been thinking a lot about omori. i think i'll add omori to my games page too. ohoh i was also thinking about posting some of my music too. it's not super amazing i think, but i think it could be a fun addition to have. to whomever is reading, i hope you have a nice morning/afternoon/evening/night!! oh wow it's been two months since i've last posted here (⌒_⌒;) i have been super busy with gay art school!! i love gay art school!!!! but anyway i have come to post about my new topic of interest: THE AMAZING DIGITAL CIRCUS \(★ω★)/ I FREAKING LOVE POMNI SO MUCH SHE'S SO CUTE I DON'T CARE THAT SHE'S 7 YEARS OLDER THAN ME I LOVE HER SO MUCHHHH (ノ´ з `)ノi also think kinger is super silly he just wants his insect collection please he's just a silly chess piece (≧д≦ヾ) i'm super duper excited to see where the rest of the show will go, it's like a mix of fnaf, don't hug me i'm scared and hazbin hotel and they are all things i love dearly so yeah!!!! sorry about the lack of updates recently! i had to work on my mental health a little and i'm happy to say i feel a lot better now ^^ i'll be working on the music section of the website because i found a new band to hyperfixate on (^ω^;) anyway i hope that anyone reading this has a good morning/afternoon/night!(*^ワ^*) today i was looking for dividers for my website, and i came across a lot of cute ones! i thought i would post some of my findings here in case anyone needed some (。・ω・。)